Everyday is a struggle between what I wanna say
And what I should keep to myself
And the words that manage to leave my lips
Dont hurt me, but they hurt everyone else
And I find myself in need of a pause
Im not sure why, but I think that its because
Of this desire to be what others want me to be
Which is nothing close to me
But Ill see better when the smoke clears
When the smoke clears inside my head
And I can listen when the screaming doesnt repeat everything Ive said
And all that remains me and who I am at the end of the day
And this happens everyday
Everyday is a battle between what I wanna know
And what I dont wanna figure out
And everything in between in these thoughts of mine
That you know I cant live with out
And I find myself in need of a pause
Im not sure why, but I think that its because
Of this desire to be what others want me to be
Which is nothing close to me
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